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   Wednesday, July 31, 2002  
interview with meesh
by tony pierce

meesh: hey, m'here

xxsosaxx: good
xxsosaxx: how was your dinner?

meesh: mmmm, so good, Hot and Sour soup

xxsosaxx: make it yourself?

meesh: yeah
meesh: it's pretty easy
meesh: what did you have?

xxsosaxx: i make chicken breasts, baked potato and peas

meesh: so all american!

xxsosaxx: if i knew how to cook anything else i would

meesh: I'd love to cook for ya sometime

xxsosaxx: whats your specialty?

meesh: some guy from the personals is trying to chat me up right now
meesh: I have my own specialty I guess, it's fusion
meesh: Asian Spanish Middle Eastern
meesh: California
meesh: alot of fresh herbs and vegetables

xxsosaxx: whats the best way for a guy from the personals to chat you up?

meesh: have a freaking profile
meesh: I'm like, :Do you talk to strangers on the street
meesh: with bags on their heads?
meesh: me, neither

xxsosaxx: good point

meesh: do you?

xxsosaxx: i think guys just feel like theres not much special about them that you could put on a profile

meesh: chat up girls in the personals

xxsosaxx: no, i havent had the pleasure of doing that yet

meesh: there is someone for everyone
meesh: noone is as cool as they think
meesh: or as they are on paper
meesh: except you maybe

xxsosaxx: flattery will get you everywhere

meesh: so it seems

xxsosaxx: i went on a date with the biggest tallest girl in hs cuz she called me cutie all the time

meesh: oooh, call me Sweetheart, and I melt
meesh: it is weird!
meesh: or , baby

xxsosaxx: baby is doable
xxsosaxx: sweetheart would seem too much like humphry bogart

meesh: yeah, well there was this one guy, who said it
meesh: the first guy to ever say it

xxsosaxx: did he say it slowly and ironically or smoothly?

meesh: smooth
meesh: mmmmmm
meesh: usually with the puppy dog eyes
meesh: and an I'm Sorry

xxsosaxx: how tall are you meesh?

meesh: 5' 10" I think
meesh: last time I checked
meesh: hopefully I am not shrinking
meesh: taller in the winter
meesh: you?

xxsosaxx: the same

meesh: yeah?

xxsosaxx: im telling you, we are strange mirror images
xxsosaxx: except my side is cracked

meesh: your side?
meesh: I am kind of milk chocolately

xxsosaxx: youre the gorgeous graceful wonderful side

meesh: I am a Libra, I am always both sides
meesh: you should know that
meesh: it is a constant struggle

xxsosaxx: what sides are you struggling between recently?

meesh: I try realllly HARD
meesh: i GUESS i WOULDN'T SAY STRUGGLE, i LIKE EXPERIENCING THE EXTREMES IN FEELINGS
meesh: oops caps
meesh: It makes you feel more alive
meesh: from great sadness comes great joy
meesh: I am glad to just be feeling at all

xxsosaxx: cut off your feelings, did you?

meesh: do I?
meesh: do you?

xxsosaxx: you say that youre glad to be feeling
xxsosaxx: yes

meesh: are we in therapy?
meesh: :))
meesh: I would say

xxsosaxx: im not in therapy but tons of people i know are

meesh: no I mean you and I now?

xxsosaxx: oh
xxsosaxx: na

meesh: we are our own support group!

xxsosaxx: oh, ok then
xxsosaxx: but libras are bad at being shoulders to cry on

meesh: No, ok, I will say that I prefer to be in charge of how I feel, and act, and what I do, and that is not always possible in a relationship, inevidibly, you have to give up control
meesh: capiche?
meesh: you think?

xxsosaxx: i wrote a poem where i said, the only way to fall in love is to fall

meesh: So many times, I was not in control of what was happening to me,
meesh: you know, it is good to feel stable
meesh: relationships are turmoil
meesh: hopefully not everyones

xxsosaxx: have you ever been in a smooth one?

meesh: yeah, a little over a year ago
meesh: it was surprisingly smooth
meesh: that is why it was sooo fucking hard when it just evaporated in front of me!
meesh: nothing is certain
meesh: is it?

xxsosaxx: death

meesh: taxes

xxsosaxx: pee

meesh: speaking of..
meesh: want an Amstel
meesh: ??

xxsosaxx: sure

meesh: mmm, Smallville is on
meesh: notice how I am always like mmmmmmmmm...?
meesh: I am a sigher

xxsosaxx: thats nice
xxsosaxx: its sweet

meesh: when I eat, too man
meesh: my ex could not stand it
meesh: he is crazy though

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